i hate it when he was away. ( saya kene pi outstation nxt week)

i hate it more when he didn’t have time to call me. ( saya kene abiskan projek by end of this week)

i hate it when he thought i was okay. (awak sure okay kan biler saya takde?)

i hate it when he was sick.(…..akit perot sesangat nih….)

i hate it when i was worried about him and became angry for not being able to help im out.(saya kat hospital nih…warded..)

i hate it when he pissed me off by saying things i hate to hear!(i’m gonna be late…nak lepak ngan kengkawan…)

i hate it when he sleeps while we were dating. ( zzzzzzzzz….ha? pe awak cakap?…zzzz)

i hate it when he’s swearing at the ps2 game loudly while im trying to sleep! (f****lah…kayu betul!!!!)

i hate it when he refused to exercise. (takpe…saya tak gemukkk….)

i hate it when he’s making excuses for not exercising! (….lagipon saya takde maselahhhhh…)

I HATE IT THAT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!

    BOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was it my birthday?

14th day of march 2008

AAaarrggghhh!!! the big THREE-ONE!!!

Gawd! Never thought I’ll even reach this age this soon! how times flies!

Don’t get me wrong…I’m thankful to GOD for giving me a chance and blessed me with this awesome life….but turning thirty one is damn wild! I was okay-okaylah when i turned THE BIG THREE-O last year, thinking it was still a long way to turn another year older. But whoA! the day was here, last week!

For that, I was trying to forget my own birthday…but as easy as it sound, it was f****** hard when everyone remembers! Thought I was that insignificant to everyone’s life but apparently…NOT! Thanx to those who remembers and wished me that day. Luv u guys!!!!

And to add to my misery of sulking in the digits, Fara was planning a big dinner splashed with a lil bit of entertainment. To my horror, Azim was planning the same thing. Haha….great…just great….at the back of my mind, it’ll be cool just the two of us having dinner and gossips. Much to my surprise the plan involved Colbie Caillat.

I was in total bliss when Azim actually took halfday, and Fara was picking up her pal from US to join us. My!My! What a merry dinner it’ll be. Hahaha….yea, I know…what happened to me mellowing with the age receding right? Well, at the end of the day I decided, what the heck? Just have fun with your life and enjoy ur living years with ur friends and the man u love for once!

So, there we were glancing at the stage outside of The Laundry, looking at the mat sallehs walking away from the stage. Apparently they just finishing testing or reherseal perhaps. Where at that point, Fara was calling me:

Fara       : Jue where r u?

Me         : The first floor….near the red box, watching some mat sallehs getting down from the stage -

Fara      :  - that’s Colbie my dear!!!! U saw her???

Me glancing at Azim and turning my focus to the peeps downstairs and look at Azim again. Oh man…I can see his face changes….oh mannnnn…..

The thing is guys, the one fanatic fan of Colbie was not moi. But it’s the guy next to me. Yes. It’s Azim. How far a fanatic he is? Well, let’s just say, he actually memorize the whole 17-18 tracks of Colbie’s album. Yea…that’s Azim.

So, I just ignored them quickly and tugged Azim behind me. We actually agreed to meet up with Fara n pal at the Apartment. Since the place was packed along the pathway, so we decided to go through the small staircase at the side of the Laundry. When all of the sudden -

(Angry-Looking Big Guy/ALBG with black shirt stopped us midway)

ALBG    : Excuse me, please give way!!!

Me         : What? Oh. Ohkay. (What the hell is going on? Just because some mat sallehs’ is using the stairs we have to give way? C’mon lah Malaysia – )

I didn’t get to finish my sentence when one by one the mat sallehs guys appeared from the stairs and gave me a smile.

I just smiled back and greet them with HELLO! HI! WELCOME TO MALAYSIA!

(Welcome to Malaysia? Geez!!! How cheezy can you get????)

And then SHE appeared…..

Colbie     : Hi. (splashing her beautiful smile)

Me          : Er….Hi!

Azim      : Hi. (holding out his hand to Colbie) I’m your biggest fan! (Colbie shaking his hand and smiled)

Me         : ………..

After few seconds, we made it down the stairs gawking at each other. Hell! That was….what just happened?

Then few seconds later…..

Me      : Oh Shit!!!

Azim   : What??!!

I was looking at my phone. A sudden great feeling of regret succumbed me. The force was so great I nearly bang into a waiter.

Me     : Sorryyyyy…..

Azim  : Why?

Me     : I forgot to take a picture of you with Colbie….

Azim  : Whattttt???? Why? Why? Why?

Well…that’s the story of my birthday party…we made it to the Apartment and meeting with Fara while arguing blastfully about me being negligence of reporting the incidents without proof. Heh….what a fool.

We were standing like idiots on the stairs gawking at her. How the hell was I suppose to be alert and jump to the action and take her picture? Frankly, I wasn’t the fan…he is!!!

At the end of the day, since we didn’t get the pass to stand to watch the gig, we managed to get a good location upstairs watching her performing that nite.

Pretty satisfied when Azim was singing her whole songs to me in the rain. Guess, as long as he’s happy and we enjoyed the night together, nothing else matter that much.

Well except for missing a picture!!!