ironic part deux (III)

sorry for the delay.

me being in a state of busy-ness, and confusion isn’t helping.

well, let’s just continue with our recollection from the last entry. I’ve receive e-mails bout this guy from my past. My dear friends….he’s not GAY!!!

okay, where was I? Oh yes, he was askin bout his ring.

well, here goes. the truth is: when i was going steady with Azim, we made a deal (on paper in fact!), that I would not wear the damn ring as long as we’re together. Thats exactly where it is. Still in my drawer, in my office. In the jewellery box. Nicely tugged in for eternity.

But, how the heck am I suppose to tell this -handsome-rugged-yet-still-single guy before me that I still kept his ring in my drawer? Will he ask for me to return it? I mean, c’mon! HE’s rich now, he could afford to buy a new BIGGER ring for the next woman to come into his life. For the RIGHT. ONE.

But then again, what if I told him that I’d threw it off? Or pawned it? Or lost it? Would he thought that I am such a bitch he actually dated? WHAAA -??!!! Seriously, that made my head spin!

He probably saw me grimacing at myself. My face show it all. I’m not good in hiding what I feel. It suxs. I was thinking so hard. It made my brain electrocuted.

R     : Just tell me the truth. I won’t get mad.

Here’s the truth about the truth. IT HURTS. So, we lie.

ME  : (sighin softly) I think I lost it.

R    : (stared at me with his poker face again. Slowly smile) IT’s okay. Never thought you might keep it anyway.

ME  : (BUT I DID!!!) Hmm. I’m such a bad person, huh?

I started to turn n leave the room. But he grabbed me….

ironic ‘08 part deux (II)

OMG!! Nvr thought this blog cld b such a hit about me n R???

guess these ppl really indulge in scandals!!!! shame on u!!

since d last entry ppl bugged me to continue. i’ve been procrastinatin the continuation. x that i’ve forgotten the fateful event, it’s just that i’ve felt uncomfortable tellin the world what a badass bi-yatch I am.

Anyway, there r few things i need to make clear about my history with R. Here goes:

1. we knew each other thru my best friend in hi-school.
2. we gt serious after SPM.
3. we cont our r/ship til after i gt into ‘U’.
4. yes, he proposed to me….b4 I broke up with Him.

There. I answered MOST of ur questions. Satisfied? Haha…made u guys ticked lil bit there, didn’t I?

Well, where did I left u guys wonderin? Oh yeah…he invited me in. Did I accept his offer?

Frankly, I was still beyond bliss after our last confrontation where he left me in confusion. I was shaking with angst waitin to explode. He gt the guts to speak to me with such an ease and in a graceful way a vampire would to lure u into their lair!!

The house. The one where I parked my car unconsciously. It is his parents’ house. He was staying elsewhere. The parents were elsewhere also. He was just stopping by to drop his sister along the way. This is as much as I got frm him. Outside of his house. At the gate, to be precise.

The minute he popped the invitation again, I was utterly afraid. My heart was pounding. Really-really fast. My body was moving thru the gate. But my mind was screaming what the f*** r u doing??? get outta there nowww! idiot!!!

I stopped. Turned around and said it loud n clear. “This is a mistake. I shouldn’t. Really. Your parents not here.”

He just stared at me with his poker face n said: “It’s fine. W is here. (his sis) B’sides, I need to show you somethin.”

ironic 08 part deux

hah! i noe what u all think…

what the heck is wrong with this gal???

well…it all started with a simple mind boggling stupidy. and ere how it goes:

 

i slept late last nite re-reading edward’s quote( courtesy of ‘NEW MOON’) , gosh! i wonder how i’m gnna live to have that kinda guy loving u for eternity? it’s just wow!!! so i slept hoping to dream that non-existence guy last nite…..

Only to wake up late two hours!!!! I got up, rushed for a brushing my teeth, rushed for taking a shower, rushed for putting on my clothes, make-up and etc. as soon as i got in the car, I step on the accelerator and sped along the road to Shah Alam. Only to just made it in time for my case. Phew!!

The bad thing bout coming late to court in S. Alam, was. If you reached the court after eight, the chance of you getting a parking slot is close to zero! that includes illegal parking along the sidewalk pavement.

So, I went in to look for a space here and there at the residential area just opposite the court compound. relieved to find at least a space behind a tiny car just outside a JKR residence. Once outside I got out, took my files, put on my jacket and then my eyes darted to the road sign. Oh crap! I stood still. But a honk broke my dazed and I quickly ran in my heels to cross the road headin to court.

Once inside the court, I strated off with my case without give a second thought on what just happened. That’s me. Work overcome my worries sumtime.

After that, was a different story.

I walked along the road after shouting my g’byes to my friends. Walking slowly, digging in my bag for my keys jumbled with other keys, I didn’t realized I was walking in the middle of the road. I was shocked when a soft honk of a big car, coming behind me. I startled, and accelerate my step to the side. The car slowed, and the heavy tinted windows slid down.

Guy  :  hey, funny seeing you ‘ere.(smiling dashingly)

Me   : (frowning like an idiot) hah? well…hi.(blushing like mad)

Guy  : you’re going sumwhere? I can give u a lift…(waitin for my answer)

Me    : Erm…(frantically looking for my keys in my bag, n pretend to grab sumthin)…it’s ok. I found my keys!

Guy   : (muka pelik, probbly coz i didn’t answer his question?) Owh….kay. You going home?

Me    : (suddenly stopped my walk. Realizing I’ve reached my car) Hmm. My car.

(the car suddenly stopped)

Me    : Erm…what are doing? Are you stalking me?

Guy   : Er…nope. (pointing to the house where my car parked) I’m going home.

Me     : Hah! I noe thattttt…(smiling sheepishly. if my bag were big enough, I’d stuffed my whole head in it!)

What do u know? It’s that guy again. R.

Amazingly superb in his Mercedes and oh, he was dressed casually today. I mean no full suit with a red tie (thank GOD! Coz I might drop dead rite there to c his red tie again!) He was dressed in a black shirt, his sleeves were folded up to his elbow, and a faded cool jeans. His hair was all ruffled, but in a cool way. I can smell his spicy aftershave….OMG he smells so goooddd...stop it!!

He took off his sunglasses and grinned widely. My heart fluttered wildly. But suddenly a girl got out from his passenger seat. Beautiful mind you! She glared at me, and with one nod to R she went to open the huge gate and went inside without a word.

R  : U probbly remember her. My sis.

Me : Oh. She’d grown! (of coz lah u idiot!!! it’s been thirteen years!) hahaha…

R  : wanna come in?

What do u think happened? Stay tune for the next episode….tonite…hahaha…